Been quite up with this blogging thing. In fact, it isn't anything new to me. Used to have open diary. But sometimes, things change as times goes by. These days, writing just feels different. Instead of blogging last night, I decided to read through my blog entries for the past month. As I read, it seemed like such a long time have passed. But its actually only 44 days into the new year. So much has happened since the start and to be frank the new year didn't really start off well. BUt nontheless, I must admit that i learnt alot through this short period of time.

~Why is the learning process always one step behind mistakes~

Tomorrow is V day. Meaning, alot of people are on leave and it should be one times slack day. Hope can have nights off then go out relax relax. Hmm. What did you do on V day one year back? Do you still remember. IN my memory, I was at Pulau Tekong range doing my BTP basic train fire package. No no. Thats the day before. Meaning, 365 days back I was cleaning arms and doing one times jialat jialat area cleaning. Heh Heh. I gotta make my man do that tomorrow.
And on V day I remember going out with dear friend janice. I must say that in my recent realisation of how I have been quite a bastard to sierra quebec that I realise Janice is yet another person whom I failed to appreciate. She too endure alot of shit from me.Hmmm Why is it that I am always giving such nice people hell lot of shit.Haiz. See why i say learning is always one step slow? Last year, I went out with her on the day after V day and demostrate one times negative example of being unappreciative. And it is a perfect negative example.And so, tomorrow I shall do something which I think is nice. I gonna call her and thank her. For being around.

If I can ling hun chu qiao. I will look at kelvin and say.
"Eh, I think its time you WAKE UP. DO you realise how much stupid things you have done. You know how many times i should have just give you one tight slap for saying stupid things? You better sort this out before I sort you out."
Then I will slap Kelvin.

*shake*shake*
Haiz.

Seriously, I wonder why on earth these people whom I have failed to appreciate never give me one times jialat jialat. Am i truly blessed.Hmm...

OK. Lets talk a little about today before I go out. Wake up at 0800hrs to play game. Sq replied my nite msg so I thought she online. SO went to check out. But she not so I went off to play game as planned. If I talk about the same game again and try to describe how I whopped the enemy with....okok enough....I think people will soon start to boycott my blog. Then went out to watch movie with my 2 good brothers. Today orchard is flooded with couples. Maybe thats why someone is so damn sian. EH come on SOldier. Nvm. As usual, prankster in me thought of a good plan. You know V day always got alot of chio bu going around looking all pretty trying to sell flowers. If ever one approach me to buy flowers, This will be a good scene for an ALFIE stlye movie.

"I'll only buy the last rose you have"
*Sit around till she sells all but the last rose*
"As promise, I shall buy the last rose,, this is for you"

OKok, its time to get back to reality. Guojun somehow connected his present situation to mahjong. Think he play too much. He claims he is now in a ting pai state, waiting for the last time to HU. Then he said all 3 of us are waiting to hu, IE ting pai. But I bet to differ. I think I have got 13 yao with me minus the last tile to hu. So, I feng pai and try to change every single tile and see what happens.

OK, being serious, I know that I have been affected lately. Thing is I don't wanna talk about it. For a reason. More of missing rather than anything else. Like i always say, I think I already have all I could ask for. BUt its human nature to yearn for what the heart desires. BUt then, I am constantly reminding myself that I am already very lucky and I should not ask for more. That was something I was trying to tell wong.

~Be happy with what we have.~